MYSELF

Seriously, I have been questioning myself of my action and decision towards things that have been happening to me.

Sometimes, I feel like a real LOSER.

Just forgiving and accepting those things that happened to me when I know one day, it's gonna happen again and by that time, it would be too late to regret. 

And sometimes, I feel like I would only be treated nicely when something is needed from me. 

After that, nothing...

 

I guess that is how things are when you let things uncontrolled.

I hope one day when I'm not around, you will realize how wonderful it would feel to have a companion that cares for you and how it feels to lose someone you truly took for granted.

 -I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I STAYED TILL TODAY-

BROKEN

"Cinta Luar Biasa" has been playing in my head for quite some time today.

I'm a stupid guy.

Really... I am stupid.

What the fuck am I doing here?

Waiting for another betrayal?

Waiting for another broken pieces to be broken?

I'm naive and stupid...

That's the real me...

Thanks to you...