Seriously, I have been questioning myself of my action and decision towards things that have been happening to me.
Sometimes, I feel like a real LOSER.
Just forgiving and accepting those things that happened to me when I know one day, it's gonna happen again and by that time, it would be too late to regret.
And sometimes, I feel like I would only be treated nicely when something is needed from me.
After that, nothing...
I guess that is how things are when you let things uncontrolled.
I hope one day when I'm not around, you will realize how wonderful it would feel to have a companion that cares for you and how it feels to lose someone you truly took for granted.
-I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I STAYED TILL TODAY-