This WEEK..

It has not been an entirely nice week..

The not nice part started off when I was accused of being the "fire" that caused "a bomb" to blow.

Well, my intention was not to cause the "bomb" to blow but only to play with the "fire".

But little that I know that the "bomb" caught the "fire" and caused the whole place to explode.

Therefore, the "fire" has to be blamed. Oh gosh!!!

Ok end of one story.

Another story is I got a flu and might be having a fever.

It's a lame story. So, why bother tell right?

The last story...

You are not there and you don't even know what happened.

But suddenly you become the victim.

I mean it is just merely a joke right?

You did not like her from the very beginning.

So, when I make fun of you with her, you should not mind because it's just a harmless joke.

So, there's no backstabbing occurs.

Maybe you're having another "menstruation" time.

Takpelah.. you take care yah..

(p/s: My life sucks and I need holiday!!! BADLY!!!)

tak tau nak update aper..

Lately, rajin plak aku mengomel kat blog aku ni..

Kutuk-kutuk orang..

Kata-kata orang...

Dosa kat orang, aku tak tau banyak mana dah...

Nampak sangat tak beriman..

Aku melepak kat McD sekarang..

Saje lepak kat sini.

Teringat zaman-zaman ngan Pami dulu.

Malam-malam je, kuar pegi McD.

Study sampai subuh..

Sangat best time tu...

Tak sure la kalo kali ni leh wat macam tu lagi atau tak..

Aku pun dah tak spend banyak masa ngan kawan-kawan...

Huhuhuhu...

Aku dan hidup aku...



(p/s: to Kak Maji, jangan la mention ape yang tulis kat blog ni depan my member-member. Ok kak? My blog is the only place nak luah perasaan.)

tOO tiReD..

For now, I'm just too tired to think...

Sleep seems to be a cure for me.

Even though it's only for a while.

From now, I'm not gonna be bothered of anything.

Many projects are coming.

Many stuffs to settle.

Especially moral project yang ntah apa-apa.

I don't blame my friends who work hard for the project.

I blame her for initiating it.

Well, a spinster with no work to do.

So understandable.



For you,

Malas nak pikir.

You're just a different person now.

You do whatever you like lah..

I just wanna finish off my studies.

Ada paham?

Please...

I lost my words..
I didn’t even know what to write…
I’m just consumed in my own feelings..
In my own world..


I just don’t understand…
Seriously I don’t understand…
If you wanna get rid of me, could you just tell me?
Don’t come up with all those friends’ reasons?
Coz when it hurt when I discovered the truth.


Many things have changed.
I can feel that you are no longer talking to me.
We no longer joke to each other.
We no longer tease each other.


At one point, you just don’t care anymore.
I’m begging you to be honest.
That’s all I’m asking…
Please…

(p/s: The song “Hanyut” has been ringing in my head… God!!!)