A Lifetime Saga

It was a wake-up call for me… sort of…

One night, she SMS-ed me asking,

“Do you miss me?”

And I replied,

“Not that much..”

After a while, it came to my mind what I really feel for her now.

It was difficult to explain coz I really don’t know.

But seriously…


I feel nothing.


And I don’t know where that fire of love has gone.

I feel empty…

I feel like we don’t know each other…

Apart from that, I’m stucked with my no-west-Malaysian marriage policy produced by some people in my family.

I’m torn between her and my family.

I don’t even know what to write…

I’m way too young for all these craps!!!

Gosh!!! I hate it!!!